title nk baek punye kan ? tp ta pndai sgt nk speaking2 nie . just a litle bit . hehe :) title i arynie "for along time" .hmmm. sbb2 uat title cmnie sbb nk luahkan la ape yg i ase slame nie . hope owg2 yg anggap i nie "jahat" . tp i tataw la . owg yg menilai sikap i nie . n terharu la gak owg dok kate2 nie kan . hahaha . baek o jahat kite tataw la. just be urself dala kan . kdg2 i ase gak i nie bodo dlm spanjang i kawan dgn someone . ntahlaa. nk explain pon agak susah tok owg phm . myb tade sape g paham aty i nie kot .oke la , asek merapu jea .nie la kate pembukaan nye :)
1stly, i dpt stdy at polimas kedah . for 1sem i dok kamsis . mmg tabole la dok dlm . sbb ta suke dok hostel2 nie dr dlu lg .ta suke kne kongkong . pastu sem2 i dok lua dgn my bestie GS meera . hehe . mmg dr sem1 kawan dgn dye nie . terbaek la kamu gs :) syg kau . bile da dok lua , so mmg kaki nie tabole dok ruma la . ta kua siang , ofcos nk kua mlm . jnji dpt kua shari tu . haa, nie baru nk cter sal someone nie . kn dok slalu kua mlm2 g mkn dgn gs at gani char kuwetiaw ,ade skali tu i prasan la someone nie sbb i mengalihkan muke ke arah dye . so prasan la dye nie dak myspace yg slalu cment "hye" tp i uat sombong plak . tp sbnrnye ta sombong sbb tyme tu bz kott . i pon tataw la .heehehe. bg dye i sombong tyme tu . then dye npk i ble i kua dr 7e . alek2 dr mkn ,i teros on laptop cment dye at myspace.hehehe . mmg sweet sgt tyme tu .
da start la knl2 dgn dye :) dye ajak jumpe ,g kua minum2 dgn kawan dye . name same je dgn dye . 1st meet dgn dye ,dye bole tipu yg dye tu baru abes spm .cm ta caye la muke cmtu, baru 18..mmg ta sangke laa. hahaha. dowang pon gelak2 kan i . i ckp i maw tgok ic sbb i taw dowang tipu i kan . last2 ngaku yg dowang tu da 24tahun . ehhehehe . da tuwe rupenye :) mlm tu lokasi dye gemilang burger . 1st day jumpe dye nie mmg best jea . tp i nie ta peramah sgt pon . malu kot sbb mule2 .hehe . then, pastu slalu la kua berdua dgn dye . smpy ade la name geng ,pakatan malam . mmg mlm2 kitorang lepak skali . gurau senda . mmg knangan la dok kedah tu . thnks kak ija, abg am , meera n wan :) nana takan lupe sume nye . walopon sikap nana nie ta btol sket . jahatkan nana :( sory sgt2 . nana tipu .
meh nana story ape yg nana tipu kamu sume . nana start "menipu" sejak bln4 kot asenye . nana terpakse tipu sbb nana phm prasaan kamu . tp nana nie bodoh sgt tataw mane yg baek mane jahat . msty owg marah dgn sikap nana nie . nana ade cpl dgn someone nie . myb kowang taw sape . nana cpl dgn owg yg bernama "bean" . dye dak poli gak . tp nana knl dgn dye bkn dlm poli . nana knl dlm mys . last2 kitorang meet . then tgok2 da cple . nana tataw nape nana cple dgn dye . mule2 nana ta syg dye . then nana tgok care dye sume , nana jd tersentuh plak . nana syg dye n so on la . sume phm kan bile da syg cmne . nana nie plak bodoh nape perlu cari owg yg sasau cm dye . tataw future dye cmne plak tok kite nty . disebabkan syg nana jd bodoh sumenye . smpy la nana ta sedar yg nana nie kne tipu kot . nie nana cter nie antara bln3 smpy bln5. nana smpy tipu kamu sume sbb dye . nk kua dgn dye . tp nana tapena lupe nk lepak skali dgn kowang sbb nana taw nana tipu kowang . nana serba salah sepanjang nana cple dgn bean . nana tipu byk dkt wan . mcm2 .. smpy wan nk kua dgn nana pon nana kate bz uat asgmt . tp seyez nana ckp , nana syg wan tp nana bodoh sbb cple dgn bean . tu sbb nana lyn wan mcm bf nana sndri . wan taw yg nana tahan ble jumpe wan. nana tahan dr menanges lg depan wan . nana suke wan tp nana tataw nape nana kne uat mcm nie . sbb nana taw gak wan msty taw ape yg da brubah at nana nie . nana break dgn bean awal bln6 . sbb dye kate dye da tawa aty n tabole go on dgn nana . hm , fine la sume tu skg nie dr b4 nie nana mcm owg gile smpy result final nana agak terok dr sem lepas . sume sbb nana bodoh ! panjang sgt cter nie . tp nana pendek kan yg penting2 jea. nie la explanation nana at kamu sume . smpy skg nana ingt , nana uat owg yg ta bersalah . tp jujur n ikhlas nana katekan ,nana ta pergunakan owg tok kepentingan nana . nana da byse susah tnp family nana . hope sgt kowang memahami gak perasaan nana . n nana taw wan skg ade someone yg lg bgos dr nana . slowly oke . walopape pon ,nana ikhlas slame nana bsame dgn wan n pakatan mlm . kowang mmg terbaik bg nana . nana syg kowang ! dan at cni gak nana nk mintak maaf dr ujong rmbot smpy ujong kaki . now nana nk mulekan care dan hidup baru tok menceriakan kembali mcm dlu . tade cple pon , nana bole idop da.. jnji kawan sgt pnting... i nver forget oke .
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