u almost in my mind since 1year ;(

my beloved and my SUPREMO .
mohd zahrul zafrien .
iloveusomuch !
but you just for awhile only .
thanks coz be my side .
happy with u .
iloveu until now .
everyone dont know how iloveu .
since 1year i try to 4get bout u .
but i cant .
still love u like crazy .
no boys can replace u now .
just u in my mind supremo .
how can i 4get bout huh ?
why u make me sad n brokenheart ?
love , care bout u , everyday want u , meet u , owez help u if having probs .
not enough for u supremo ?
u make me crazy bcoz of u .
make me love u .
make me sad .
make me remember what u do to me .
da memories .
now u got ur new GF .
make me so sad .
i try too much want 4get bout u .
my heart cant accept .
1year ago, u said u dont want to leave me .
will love me .
but its not forever to da relationship .
oh god , plz help to 4got bout da past .
i just want to be da real me and hapy with someone dat can love me .
dats all i want .
show who can love me with sincere .
hope !

diri sebenar ;)

assalamualaikum . ? disini aku nak mpekenalkan diri . name penoh aku , MASZUANA BT JAMALUDIN.panggil aku : nana saje oke ;) . aku dilaherkan pada 24 oct 1991 , hospital besar seremban. so totally aku owg nogori la. hobi , myspace, hang out dgn kawan². makan dan minum yang halal . dulu aku pernah bersekolah di sek.ren.keb.tunku kurshiah , sek.ren.keb. bndar baru sintok kedah , sek.men. tunku kurshiah . now im stdying at politeknik sultan abdul halim mu'adzam shah ,jitra kedah . kos perancangan bandar dan wilayah. details lg, name ayah kandung, jamaludin bin md nor. ayah tiri, mohd zamri bin md nor. name mak, maznum binti hamid. name kaka,maszuin binti jamaludin,1980. name abg ke2,mohd zaidee bin jamaludin,1983. name abg ke3,mohd fairus bin jamaludin,1986. name adek, mohd khairul nizam bin jamaludin,1994. ayah kandung aku da tade da(meninggal dunia ) . sampai skg aku still rindu kan arwah ayah . tp aku tabah since 1998 lg . btahan demi mak aku . hm, tamaw sdeh². aku nk hapy jea . n bg aku single is better ryte now . tamaw dok kalot² nk carik . bia la si DIA dtg sendiri . masih ade lg kot yg nak aku nie kan . aku lbh suka bkawan tuk mase skg. memg aku nk cpl tp blom kesampaian ag . aty aku masih blom terima ag ape DIA da uat . tgalkan aku dan pegi at BETINA tu ! fuckin' shit ! tp tape , aku try da best tok lupekan DIA. just now, aku hanya mampu menunggu ... da reality story . aku nie jenis suka gelak,berkawan, merepek, hangout, membeli something yang aku suka sgt . dan aku ta suka girlz yg blagak , poyo nak mampos, menggedik , perampas, bajet gila . so jgn nk uat pangai nie at aku . if owg oke dgn aku, oke la aku dgn dye . hehe ;D so be urself n dont make me hate you . thanks ;)